sometimes I'm not so good at those things.
I have this problem. It's called: when I want something really bad, I do whatever it takes to get it, and I do get it. When I want something but then change my mind and decide I don't really care, everything falls apart and I don't reach my goal.
So guess what?
I decided I wanted some ice cream more than I wanted to be sugar free.
I decided I wanted some cookies when I was stressed.
I decided I actually consumed more calories in trying to satisfy my desire for treats with other foods than had I actually eaten that treat.
I decided I didn't really care.
So I stopped.
I think I made it about one consecutive week without sugar.
I have friends.
Friends have birthdays, and movie nights, and cookie cook offs.
I can't not participate.
I don't feel like a failure. Just like a little indecisive.
But I still know that sugar makes me feel a little sick.
I just need to always remember that, especially when the chocolate craving hits.
Which is always.
Now I'm just trying to eat healthy and enjoy living my life.
Excuse me while I go eat some brownies...